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Fat Fetish Origin Stories TheNamelessLoser 02/13/2019 (Wed) 05:21:25 Id:68e587 No. 6715
Thread for Sharing and Discussing how you discovered your fascination with Fatness.
I finally realized it when I was 17. My brother and my cousin were watching something on TV exploring fetishes. I think at the time I was sort of becoming aware that I liked fat women, but what they watched flip the switch in my head for sure.

I don't remember the details, or what the show was. But there was this really fat woman, and she was showing what a Squash session was. She got the guy to lay on the bed, and she just laid right down on top of him. I don't know why that did, but at that moment I realized it was fat women I liked.

The ironic thing was, I had for years porn of fatter women. I didn't know what a BBW was, so I was limited to what ever Bangbros pushed out, and the videos I viewed the most were always of the fatter chicks they'd sometimes feature in the earlier days. Also back then, you'd have those sites that would show tons of images, and if you clicked on one, it sometimes it would bring you to the source, or sometimes a page with a million more "top galleries" of the the day. The ones I saved were again always the fatter women.

Hell I remember one time a friend of mine asked for porn, so I burnt him a disc with Marie Moore, Samantha Anderson, and Anna Rose on it, and he said to me "What the fuck dude, these women are fat. Gross."

It took me a long time to realize it, but girl I had ever had a thing for through out my life was always at least chubby, if not flat out fat, but I just never connected the dots. I did used to date thinner women, but that was more out of lack of options/desperation.

Anyways, you think I would have made that realization sooner, but it was that scene that made it click.
When I was 6 or 7, my mom taught voice lessons on the side. She used to teach this one girl, who was a bit overweight, and I wasn't allowed to go into the room where she taught voice lessons. The girl would take off her shirt and I always wanted to see but I never could. Sadly she got an eating disorder when she was older.

Then when I was 10 I had a crush on a chubby girl I knew. She matured earlier than the other girls too. She had a big effect on me. Most of my crushes since then looked and acted like her - sweet, shy, chubby, pale-skinned, and dark-haired.

I remember I used to look thru the dictionary and look at the definitions for all the synonyms of "fat" I could think of. I may have known about my fetish before I met that girl when I was 10. If I hadn't met her it would have been someone else. But I knew early on who I liked.
It's been a while since, but I think I got interested in girls with big bellies somewhere in, I think, 2008. I went on DeviantArt from time to time. Although at that time, I was also looking at fat guys, too.
And ever since late 2013, I became a masturbator. Although I pretend my Wang is a belt or a button that wants to pop off my expanding belly (bare in mind, I'm actually fit). I masturbate when looking at fatart or fat girl pictures. Whenever I find some that are larger enough, I focus and wait for my Wang to shoot out sperm (like imagining the aforementioned imaginary belt or buttons popping off an expanded, large gut).

Anyway, that's my story.
When nudes were shared of a rather promiscuous yet very chubby high school classmate as a way to both fat and slut-shame her at the same time. My friends showed me one at lunch expecting me to be as visibly disgusted as they were. It was just a topless pic with her handbra struggling to contain her immense cleavage; you could even see her cute pudge sticking out from below. Looking back on it, their faces when I said, "that's hot" were just priceless. I long had my suspicions up until that point, but I think it was right then and there when I finally realized that I have this fetish.
>>6716
Kudos for the Anna Rose mention, It's a shame she didn't do many scenes.

The I'm with you on the bigger women in the early bangbros clips, they we're all I used to look at (and Caroline Pierce).
I transitioned from liking big butts to liking larger women. This happened in high school, when overweight girls wearing lycra became the norm.

after that, I fell down the rabbit hole of feederism, squashing, etc.
>>6715

All the way back in 2002 when I was 13 and the hormones were kicking in big time. Saw an episode of Anna Nicole and saw all the weight she gained and found the idea of overweight girls hot. Eventually learned about the word 'bbw' via internet and would fap to Bigcuties and other oldie bbw sites in mid 2000's.
It's pretty much been something I've had a love for since elementary school, but my earliest memory is something I've posted elsewhere, so I'll refrain from doing so here.

There was one classmate of mine who I had a bit of a crush on through grade school, but relationships weren't my top priority back then, so I didn't make any moves. Plus she got into a relationship with one of my friends for a while. After high school, she kinda fell off a cliff, apparently is more career-oriented now. Beyond that, I think I sent a handful of messages on Facebook to her like 6 or 7 years ago. She wasn't even really super fat, she was closer to "chubby" by modern standards. Not sure if she's gotten bigger or smaller since then.

There was another girl that was a few grades below me as well, relatively similar body type, given similar amounts of shit probably between that and being a bit weird, but the good kind to me. We hung out a few times after the high school years, with a bit of physical affection thrown in, although nothing too serious. I haven't heard from her in probably 2 or 3 years now.

But that was the bulk of my underageB& experience with bigger girls. In college it kinda bloomed, and getting more physical with girls made me increasingly attracted to BBWs.
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Fascinated with bigger people when I was super young. That Violet expanding scene from Willy Wonka & the Chocolate Factory made little 4 year old me go "WHOA!" I'm not into the Violet-style inflation as an adult, but it definitely triggered something in my brain.

First I wanted to try and replicate it myself, but lo and behold, just because you wear more than one shirt, or drink a bunch of water doesn't mean you're gonna get fat.

Time goes by, and when I start hitting puberty and noticing women in a different light, I would stare at breasts and cleavage wherever I could see it. One time when I was 11, I snuck into my dad's office onto the only computer who had access to the internet and looked up fat naked women. It was amazing, plus there was some site that was showing that Britney Spears and Christina Aguilera were starting to plump up, and my dumb pre-teen mind was blown.

A crush I had at the time in middle school was a Hispanic girl with a very large belly. I tried to confess that I liked her, and she laughed me off. She really wasn't too approachable, but she mellowed out as she got older, slimmed down quite a bit too.

I had crushes on thin and chubby girls like through high school, and women online were relegated to wank material. I would fantasize about the girls I did know getting fatter, but I don't think very many changed over the course of school.

Joined Fantasy Feeder in late 2014 and chatted up a local girl who was into mutual gaining. We were crazy about each other but it wasn't to be. But I wound up gaining weight, up to about 138 from my high school weight of 125. Lost down to 127 because of a health class, but that summer, I hit a gainer kick and got up to 140.

Had a couple of girlfriends who were fat themselves and quite a few hella huge flings (heaviest one was 470lbs) One expressed interest in feeding me too, but it didn't work out.

I go to the gym right now to try and stay fit for current dating prospects, but want to get to a point in my life where I can have a cow of a wife who isn't crazy, shares a lot of non-fetishy interests with on top of fetishes, forge a real connection, and also has the drive to make a fatass out of me.


tl;dr: Saw Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory as a kid, got fascinated by folks getting fat. Turned into a fetish when I hit puberty.

Fuck, how disorganized.
I didn't notice the girls in my class when I was a kid, guess they were all too skinny. However, when I was a 8, I read a book called "The Pumpkin Giant." There was a princess in the story, Ariadne Diana. What intrigued me was that she was so fat that she had never been able to walk. The only way she could get around was by rolling. Here is how she is described in the book.

There was good reason why the King shook: his only daughter, the Princess Ariadne Diana, was the fattest princess in the whole world. So fat was she, that she had never walked a step in the dozen years of her life, being totally unable to progress over the earth by any method except rolling. And a really beautiful sight it was, too, to see the Princess Ariadne Diana, in her cloth-of-gold rolling-suit, faced with green velvet and edged with ermine, with her glittering crown on her head, trundling along the avenues of the royal gardens, which had been furnished with strips of rich carpeting for her express accommodation.
But gratifying as it would have been to the King, her sire, under other circumstances, to have had such an unusually interesting daughter, it now only served to fill his heart with the greatest anxiety on her account. The Princess was never allowed to leave the palace Without a bodyguard of fifty knights. It was a great cross, not to say an embarrassment, when she was gleefully rolling in pursuit of a charming red and gold butterfly, to find herself suddenly stopped short by an armed knight with his lance in rest.

When I saw the picture of her, (a drawing mind you) it hit me that I liked fat girls. This is also my biggest fantasy, a woman so big that she can't walk, she has to roll.
I had some book as a kid, some cautionary fairytale stuff or something. One of them was about a king who got fat and couldn't read the scale past his belly, the tale ends with him being taught about healthy eating and slimming down.

Back as a kid I always though "It's a shame it wasn't the Queen getting fat and that at the end she wouldn't slim back down".

Later on in elemntary I remember I really used to like this Bible stories book, not for the stories but for the fact one of the pages had a depiction of pregnant Mary riding a donkey. I loved the picture but imagined it as that just being her belly not her being pregnant.

I didn't really find out about the Fetish until high school when in a class we were finding wierd stuff that came up on google when you searched certain terms. (pre adult filter options). We being all shithead edgelords in the class waited for people to leave their computer and then used the terms to bring stuff up E.G. Page 4 of Electronic lock images had gay porn on it.

One of the guys in the class goes "I've got another term for some weird porn to make people look like weirdos, it's bbw" He types it in and shows us the google search for BBW which showed a load of fat women including one in lingere. I was immediately at full mast but played along going "eeewww horrible". After that though I went home and fired up the dial up to look up more BBW stuff and eventually found my way into more stuff like 7898 chan and fantasy feeder.
>>6733
>Caroline Pierce
There's a name I haven't heard of in awhile. I remember prior to finding out what a BBW was, that it was impossible for a woman to have an ass that big.

>The I'm with you on the bigger women in the early bangbros clips,
I remember BoobSquad was a bit more flexible on the women they would feature. Nikki Perez was one of the first fatter chicks I remember seeing on there along with the obvious ones like Samantha Anderson. BTRA was less flexible, but did have some good ones like Anna Rose, and Devyn Devine.
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>>6736
>broke: Anna Nicole Smith Show
>woke: Fat Actress
So here's another question to keep discussion going, when did you figure out what the term BBW was, and when did you finally find porn of them?

There was probably BBW porn in the early to mid 00s, but I just didn't know the term. I remember finding things like PhatJuicyAss and a few clips were shared on file sharing sites. I also remember the only model that would show up in my Google searches was Sugar Qane.

I did eventually discover BBWFacesitting, which I think was how I figured out what the term BBW meant finally, that and Mercedes site. Those were the only two I could find videos for.

I do remember, on those maze of sites you click images on and it takes you to galleries, trying for a day or two to figure out the source of one woman on them, which led me to BBWHunters/Superstars, which I was able to get regular supply of clips. I think it was that site that made me 100% accept that I liked fat women after seeing a variety of women who were fat.

>>6734
>I transitioned from liking big butts to liking larger women.
Same here anon, though I used to like tits for about a year before I found out women could also have large asses. After that, I never looked for tits again.
>>6734
>>6812

Alexa, play "Pizza Butt"
>>6812
I learned BBW as a term from fucking Family Matters when I was like 10. Thanks Luna from Altoona
I remember liking fatties when I was 5. I saw one outside of walmart and my penis felt "weird". I've always found regular to thick women attractive, but I've always wanted the fatness.

I discovered bbws and feederism when I was just 8 years old (I'm 21 now). It was the early days of youtube and my parents weren't home. I was just bored, so i looked up fat women on youtube. I stumbled some feeders named Brooke (the blonde lady in those old videos) and Tiffany something... I forget the rest of her porn name. I found Plump Princess right around that time too. Anyway tons of feederism stuff on YT, even to this day. Dailymotion was another big one, not so much anymore. It's weird, most of it wasn't even age restricted so I could go hog wild. Didn't go to an actual porn site until 14 or 15. I imagine a lot of kids these days are introduced to it like this. Maybe the younger generation is jerking to mukbangs and plus size try on hauls instead.
>>6820
> Maybe the younger generation is jerking to mukbangs

Hell I'm 34 and I'm guilty of that.
For it started my childhood, when I was around the ages of 6-9. I had a neighbor friend whose mother was 450lbs of goodness. During the summer I would go over their pool and hangout. I remember her wearing a swimsuit and didn't wear a single piece. Total bikini, she has massive breast, a massive ass, and a massive belly. At the time of course, you're not really experiencing "raging" hormones. Yet, as a kid I found her to be so beautiful. I hung out a lot with her son just to see her. Sadly by 98-99 she decided to slim down. Plus, we moved away. This time in 2003-05. Middle School I dated anyone, thin or chubby. I wanted my peers to think I didn't care who I dated. It wasn't until 8th grade that I noticed a girl in the grade below. Hot damn. She was 14, weighed about 300lbs already, and all that weight was in her hips, ass, and thighs. She was perfect. We were hitting it off right and truthfully I think we would've been high school sweethearts. Unfortunately, by my freshmen year of HS my folks decided once again to move. Luckily, we stayed in contact but you know what time does. To be honest though, my closest friends during my teen years knew I enjoyed larger women. I never kept that hidden and my parents even too this day still think I'm weird and that this is just a "phrase" I'm nearly 30 with 330lb wife for nearly 8 years. Don't think I'll be changing my preference for thin women anytime soon.
I was a bit sexually repressed in my childhood to early teens (porn filter). I'd always liked both fit and fat women, but non-NSFW content that you could jerk off to for fat women was a lot easier to get than for fit women and it just kinda stuck.
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i think the first time i discovered it was when i was on a porn site a long time ago, i looked at a fat fetish video as a joke, and my body just felt somethin' idk how to explain it and the story is a bit fuzzy to me
>>6715
Alright, let me start from the beginning.

2001, My father, my half-sister, her friend and me, 6 at the time, are going to go see Tomb raider in theaters. I had no idea what tomb raider was and didn't care for it going in.
Now my sisters friend was pretty chubby, muffin top and a nice form fitting top with no sleeves, and jiggled when she walked.
From the walk to both the the car, to the movie theater, I could not stop staring at her belly. Even when went to our seats I'm pretty sure I tried to sit next to her to continue looking.

Moving on, Now my mom had a friend with kids my age that we'd always hang out with. Now their mom was pretty fat, and loved to hug me when we met. Now as child, I'd get one of two things, a face full of belly or boob when she picked me up. The feeling with fantastic and comforting.

Now I think a majority of us now about Passion Patties episode of Totally Spies. I think it was my start but it actually pushed me further, along with some other fat focus episodes/moments in TV series.

Now by middle school I'd actually tried gaining myself to get a belly myself to little effect, but upon doing so end up finding sites like Big Cuties, early age of Deviant Art with Fat Fetish artist, Stuffer 31, Fantasy Feeder, and early age of YouTube fatties where my fetish truly came into realization.
Pretty sure I've known since I was very little, maybe 5 or 6. I know it's a cliche, but the scene from Willy Wonka with Violet blowing up like a blueberry was the first indication I remember. It was mesmerizing to me. I also remember an episode of Tiny Toon Adventures where Babs was like Supergirl or something and ate lots of carrot cake and became super huge, and another with Garfield similarly becoming massive.

What finally changed things from a curiosity to discovering my fat fetish was when I was at a friend's house and and his parents had the Millennium Edition of the Guinness World Records on their coffee table lying open. He left me unattended for a bit and I flipped through and saw a picture of Teighlor saying she was the world's fattest model. I snuck a few more peeks the rest of my stay and when I got home I went on AltaVista Search (pre-Google) and searched for "world's fattest woman". I just had to see more pictures of her or someone bigger. That led me to the Dimensions Magazine page for the 900 Club, and I saw Carol Yager at an unfathomable 1600 pounds with a massive belly; nearly as big as me! If I'd never had a boner before when seeing a fat woman, I definitely did then!

That quickly led me to the Dimensions 500 Club, Wilson Barbers stories, and the Studio - particularly Paige's Story....a woman fattened up thousands of pounds to the point she's engulfed by faton all sides!?! HOOO-LEE FUCK!! That led to more art and stories and FeedersUK and morphs, and to my first favorite BBW model Betsy, aka SupersizeBBW. I think my mind was completely blown in those first few nights up late on our family computer. A fat woman who actually WANTS to get fatter and fatter?! A whole fledgling community of men who liked this stuff and women who participated or even enjoyed it?!?

From there it's pretty much what you'd expect. Dimensions Forums, DeviantArt, Fantasy Feeder, more models, and my personal favorite/ then-crush HeatherBBW. I've also always been turned on by thin women with large breasts (thanks Jessica Rabbit and Seven of Nine) and that included breast expansion. I used to kind of alternate between fat and breasts, but in my 20s I slowly found that the fat won over and my desire for large breasts was tied in to fat girls.

I'm really glad I found and explored this part of myself because I eventually accepted it, embraced it, told my parents and friends I was attracted to "big girls" and I now have an amazing 454 lb. girlfriend who loves getting squeezed and belly rubbed and flops her belly on me. In a nice bit of fate, she has a very similar body shape to HeatherBBW back around 2006, which is an insane turn on for me. She's not necessarily into gaining or feeding or anything like that, but she's a foodie and enjoys occasional pig outs and feels relieved that I love her for her body and for her as she thought no one would love someone so fat who also likes food.
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>>6878
>NSFW content for fat women was a lot easier to get than for fit women

That is hilarious.
It all happend in 6 grade class. I just come to home after school and started surfing on net. And then i got an idea to search in YT for some videos, becuase we were shaming some fat guy in our class (ye i know, cruel, but he was also a moron) and just typed "fat people fun" or sometihng like that and after some clips… i found some "strange, yet interesting" movies. So gone deeper, and deeper unitl i found "Mia's Weight Gain" from ThhePoynter and get boner. And that's how i get into this fetish (This vid is stll on YT fyi).
Mine is kind of unpleasant and confusing. When I was around 16 or 17, I pretty much out of the blue developed a phobia-like aversion to vaginas. Never was abused or particularly repressed or anything, still no idea why this happened. Previously I didn't exactly LOVE the sight of them, but still got off to pictures of thin girls with huge boobs and stuff (Denise Milani, Jordan Carver etc).

In the years since then the size of the women in the porn I watched gradually grew. Discovered Rachel Aldana, Leanne Crow, and all the other PinUpFiles girls, eventually finally started watching some hc, but typically avoiding moments when you could actually clearly see penetration. With bigger girls, I could see a big ass or tits but usually their bigger size would result in the vagina being a little less visible when they were in positions like cowgirl. Inevitably I would make my way over to a video of a girl who was bigger than what I was into, think "okay that's too big for me," only to become attracted to girls of that size a few months later. This gradually escalated and repeated itself, and well...now I'm here.

I (now 21, almost 22) have become simultaneously more and less comfortable with the sight of women's bodies. I'm very comfortable seeing bigger girls nude, but with my vagina aversion thing has spread to the entire body for thinner women. If I can see the outline of bones much at all it makes me squirm and get near a panic attack if I think about it too much (I've gotten pretty good at not dwelling on it though so it's not too bad).

I've never been with a girl or had a girlfriend. I've been on a couple dates with girls who've liked me, and who I liked back romantically, but they were both rather petite, and I felt bad that I knew I couldn't feel any sexual attraction towards them. I've never told any of my friends about my fetish (although some know about the other parts of this story) and have been very reluctant to be confident about it partially due to my own size (I'm 5'6" and fairly thin myself, and I worry too much about how I would look proportionally if I were out with a bigger girl, and also whether a big girl would be attracted to someone of my size).

I've also struggled with accepting whether or not this is an inherent part of my sexuality, because it's something that gradually developed over the years, and my tastes used to be pretty "normal" for lack of a better word. I also enjoy being somewhat active and would ideally like to have a partner who I could run and hike with, which is sort of at odds with the size of some of the women I'm attracted to.

Kind of a bummer story but sort of getting it off my chest as well as putting it out there in case anyone has had a somewhat similar experience (although I've never been able to find someone who has in all my Google searching).

Thanks to anyone who read this!
I think it was always present for me because i was interested in the same cartoon inflation type scenes that a lot of us enjoyed.

But i think it really developed for fat women when i was in about third grade. We had this assistant teacher, she was there basically to help the kids who had trouble focusing or had learning issues. And she was HUGE. And not just huge in comparison to third graders but legitimately massive. She had to rotate to get through some doors and she was audibly winded if she was on her feet for any decent length of time. She had a shelf ass and her belly hung down to almost her knees. I always noticed her but one day she sat down to help the kid next to me. The bottom of her shirt had gotten kind of folded up and part of her side roll was uncovered and hanging over her waistband. I remember being fascinated by how smooth and white it was, and how soft it looked. I wanted to hug her and bury my head in her belly so bad. From that moment on i basically always focused on her if she was in the room. I was thrilled with how much effort it seemed to take for her to make the most basic movements. I thought a lot about how much she would have to eat to be that size and i wished that i could see. In the warmer weather she wore shorts sometimes, and the fat on the back of her knees made them look like little butts. She essentially became my standard of beauty going forward, lmao. I wish i could run into her today to see what she looks like now
>>6715
Had a huge boner crush for my best friends slightly older sister in middle-school/ high school.

Body was built like Lexxxi Luxe or Dawn Perignon. Fat ass, huge tits, chubby belly. Lots of cleavage.

Man I could barely contain myself when she would be in a two-piece bikini.

Jerked off to usual penthouse shit but after her i got curious.
>>7069
I remember there was a reading class teacher I had in middle school, who was also pretty damn big. Probably easily at like 60" around the waist, I vaguely recall her boobs being pretty sizable as well. Age-wise, I'd guess she was like mid-40s to mid-50s. My peers gave her a lot of shit behind her back, but even back then there was that part of me that was kinda into her.
>>6814
I want to sneak up behind her, slide my dick down her crack, and blow a big load out.

>>6825
Gawd I'd love to have her pretty mouth wrapped around my cock.

When I was around 5 or 6 my dad met a chubby lady that was a beautician and a barber. She had big hips, fairly flat belly, and huge tits. I remember them talking about her bra size being 38DDD or 40E depending on her time of the month. I kind of knew what these things were when I was young.

When I started going to her for hair cuts, she would plop my head right between her big soft tits. I would watch them jiggle as she worked. Occasionally, I'd get a glimpse of her huge dark brown areolas and nipples. This made me feel funny down there. She was a tanner and had no tan lines which was a big thing in the early 80s.

As time went on, I would lick the top of tits or kiss them. She would give me a gentle smack to the back of my head. She never said anything to my parents or told me to stop. I'm pretty sure she liked it. She never stopped cutting my hair like that. It continued until I was 17 and she had to close her shop. She never did any of the other guys that way. I seemed to be the only one.

When I turned 16 and started driving myself to get hair cuts, I wanted to push things to see if I could get a shot at her tits or fuck her. Unfortunately, her slow hours were early mornings. I couldn't get there until after school. I never got a chance to go for it. I always wanted her to be my first.
I'm more of an expansion fetishist than I'm into bbw, and was stuffing pillows in my shirt and transfixed by fucking Tex Avery's "King Size Canary" in pre-school, but looking back on it I knew something was up bbw-wise whenever I glimpsed the Bulging Beauties merch at Spencer's Gifts at the mall. Yowza. I wanted to stare and take it all in but knew it was taboo. Eventually I found bodyinflation.org (in y2k or thereabouts) at way too young an age and that set the course I've been on ever since.

I'm not going to rattle off my whole psychosexual history, but one of the most memorable moments was when I caught, out of the corner of my eye, a friend in my high school computer class browsing Axel Rosered's deviantart and quickly scrolling away when he hit some lewd content. I knew then that I wasn't the only one with the weird fetish. I mean of course not, there was all this content being created, but to realize a friend of mine was also into it was something else. Of course I never told him.

I've dated both chonky and waifish girls over the years and weirdly it's the ones in the middle I'm the most attracted to irl. Too big, I feel like I'm fucking a bear. More for yall. Masturbation is a different story.
>>7030
Interesting.
I was about 4 years old when I first saw the little mermaid cartoon and I remember being more drawn to Ursula than Ariel. I was just intrigued by her size, power and looks. She also has a great set of fat arms as well. Towards the End of the movie, She grows and grows to a massive gigantic size and at that point, was when I had my first erection. I was so turned on by how such a large, strong goddess just blew up and got even fatter. I'm not sure if anyone else remembers that part of the movie, but its a great scene.
>>6715
My first long term girlfriend was tall and thick. She was chubby, certainly not a BBW but she had large tits and and decently round ass. She was really into me too, as I was a skinny Marine.

I cheated on her after I realized she wasn't that into me anymore after I returned from my first deployment. She probably cheated. Ah well, I cheated on her with a girl who had the body shape of Nicole Peters (2000s model, one of the greats). I'm talking virtually the same tits, ass shape, and even the bush was similar. She also had a really hairy asshole, which I don't mind too much as she didn't like it messed with in the first place. Anyway, she made fun of me quite a bit for liking "fat girls" because of the last one. That relationship eventually petered out.

So I was finally single, in college which was great for me. My next girlfriend was this cute girl with bangs and a bubble butt, however she was quite slender except for her ass which had the tiniest hint of cellulite, which was great. She was also really into me as I took her virginity but dumped her after I found out she was fucking nuts.

I fucked a unicorn in the BBW world after her, an Asian. Laotian to be exact. Small tits, big ass, surprisingly smooth legs with no cellulite. Some of the best tasting pussy ever. This was more of a brief fling unfortunately.

This leads up to my current squeeze, a true BBW. She's Armenian but looks like Vanessa Blake in the face and body before she lost all the weight. Perfect amount of cellulite, smallish tits she wants to get done, however I'm trying not to outright tell her to get bigger tits as she has self-esteem issues, which I try to reassure, but it's like pissing in the wind.

I'll never go back to skinny girls and there's plenty of BBWs in my area, so there's no slim pickin's
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>>7358
t. Chad Thundercock
My whole childhood I was skeletal thin because my mother poisoned everything she fed me, stupid Munchausens' by proxy bullshit. I'd look at fat people and wish I could be like that. Wish I could be that. Wish I could be with that.

Any time someone gave me food that didn't make me sick it was the greatest thing in the world. Blatantly obvious where the whole feedist thing came from.
>>7371
>stupid Munchausens' by proxy bullshit
Ouch, sorry to hear about that anon.
>>7371
This is sounds like a movie plot, I'm sorry but I would sincerely like to know more
>>7371

>watches The Act once
It was always there for me. I can't remember a time where I wasn't drawn to the idea of extra large women indulging themselves.

There are some vivid memories from my childhood, but I think they were uncovering something that was already there, rather than triggering the desire itself. I remember the Willy Wonka blueberry scene, the Totally Spies Passion Patties scene, the Rugrats "Chuckie was never born so Angelica got really fat" scene. I remember the big lady in her bikini at the hotel pool when we went on summer vacation, the older girls at Catholic school who were a bit rounder, and the countless "before" scenes from weight loss commercials.

This was all from before puberty, and I'm sure I had plenty of opportunities to notice thinner women, but my mind always moved back to bbws. Fat, happy, hungry women. It was always there.

From an early age, I thought of it as weird, since friends and family were always making fun of fat women. I also thought I was the only one on earth with this attraction, until I found the internet. I can still remember the first time I found out that this attraction wasn't that uncommon, around 2002-3 or so, when I sneaked on the family computer dial-up internet overnight and found the Dimensions Magazine stories and images sections. When we finally got DSL, and I finally got my own computer, I was hooked.

Throughout high school, I didn't date. I was pretty shy to start with, and not nearly confident enough to date a larger woman and deal with the social pressures that I'd face. Plus, my graduating class was pretty small and there weren't really many single women I was attracted to anyway (there were some bigger girls, but none I found attractive.)

In college I started dating, but mostly thinner women. I still was afraid to face public pressure from dating somebody not considered conventionally attractive, and lied to myself saying that I could keep the bbw thing completely in the realm of fantasy while dating a very thin woman. I wracked myself with guilt, both for dating these thinner women in the first place, and also for secretly crushing on larger women and not having the balls to do anything about it. I felt like I was part of the problem, and admittedly I was. All this guilt and lack of confidence meant that none of my college relationships went anywhere, and I wasn't a happy person.

After graduating, I eventually decided that I couldn't live this way. I started dating the larger women I found attractive. Over dozens of dates, I found that there was nothing special about these women, that they were people like everyone else, and that my friends and family didn't care nearly as much about who I dated as I thought they would. The problem was almost entirely within my own head.

Eventually I met the woman that I would marry. She's kind, emotionally supportive, interesting, driven, and also a bigger woman whose confident in her body. My friends and family love her. She knows about my sexual preferences and has no issue with them. We're happy together, and I thank my stars that I wizened up enough to date her.

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