I couldn't care less what you did your bedroom, even if you tied up your todger with exposed copper wire, plugged it into a light socket, wanking it with your right and with your left shaving your balls with a cheese slicer, while whistling "O Come all Ye Faithful."
Based on what you continue to say, just makes another disappointment in a long list of disappointments in the history of humanity.
Go to bed, get up tomorrow and do and be better.